--> I don’t want to be useless.
I don’t want to sit at home eating ice cream and getting
fat. I don’t want to wake up in
the morning, brush my teeth, and just go to work. I don’t want to drive my car. I don’t want to eat meat, leave lights on, or take long
showers. I don’t want to ignore
the facts. I don’t want to pretend
I’m the only person on this planet.
I don’t want to know there’s wrong in this world, but be too selfish to
do anything about it.
I don’t want to be useless.
I don’t want to waste my youth, my energy, my creativity
because opportunities aren’t pawing at my door. I don’t want to turn 40 and think, “What just
happened?” I don’t want to dream a
dream every day, but never take action in working toward completion. I don’t want to write every night to no
one. I don’t want to sing in my
head. I don’t want to dance in an empty
house.
I don’t want to be useless.
I don’t want to make acquaintances. I don’t want to pass strangers. I don’t want to lose friends. I don’t want my Facebook to be the
bonding glue in relationships past and present. I don’t want to text.
I don’t want to tweet. I
don’t want to wake up one morning and forget what my voice sounds like.
I don’t want to be useless.
I’m tired of missing sunsets. I’m tired of sitting on my couch. I’m tired of thinking within the walls of my house. I’m tired of doodling, but never
drawing. I’m tired of thinking,
but never writing. I’m tired of
hearing, but never listening. I’m
tired of taking, but never giving.
I’m tired of being tired.
I want to have purpose.
I want to wake up in the morning with a to-do list. I want to walk outside and breathe
fresh air. I want to forget my
shoes and walk through tall grass.
I want to see someone, meet someone, get to know someone, befriend
someone, trust someone, believe in someone, support someone.
I want to have purpose
I want to make waves, I want to cause change, I want to make
good. I want to piss someone
off. I want to make someone
believe in themselves. I want to
make someone laugh. I want to give
someone the confidence to continue living. I want to make someone see their beauty.
I want to have purpose.
I want to use my strengths, my opportunities, my life for
good. I want to know my smile
makes someone else smile. I want
to learn about problems and help find solutions. I want to say, “I did something to make that better.” I want to know someone else is
benefiting from my being alive, not the other way around.
I want to have purpose.
I want to wake up dreaming and fall asleep remembering. I want to take photos that remind me of
everyone I’ve met. I want to go places I’ve never been before. I
want to eat food I’ve never tasted before. I want learn new languages, make my own traditions, and
never forget what it feels like to love.
I want to know that every day was used to its greatest potential. When I die, I want them to say, “He was
always alive.” I want to laugh
hysterically, cry hysterically, and live hysterically. I want to always move forward and never
stand still.
I need to put it into context.
I need to write it on paper.
I need to make a commitment.
I need to make it a purpose.
I need to make life my purpose.
I need to make others my purpose.
I need to make today my purpose.